The room floods but we couldn't possibly be more alone
Across the room
a connnection ensues.
My eyes are screaming for you,
my arms are burning for you.
Your precense captivates;
creates a hidden motivation.

Maybe if i think it-
it will be concretely desparate.
Maybe if i write it down
reality will be less fleeting.
Maybe if i say it aloud
you'll be my infinate translucent everything.

The obvious twirls,
and in an instant
I glimpse what I want.
I see what I'm not.

It's like I'm the only one
standing surrounded by ghosts.
Searching deep within the depths of myself...
and i fail to find anything.
Something idiosyncratic.
Something less surrepticiously hidden.
I want to stand out to you
as much as you stand out to me.
I've never met a creature more extraordinary.
Your magnificence makes me hate myself.

The walls are wailing.
And my insides ring deafenly quiet.
Bitter adoration exceeds expectations
and muffles out her kiss,
your pleasure with her companionship.

I wish i wasnt here.
but i'm still here.
Praying a miracle will make me believe.
I don't need to want you,
but somehow I always do.
I don't want to need you,
but that's the last thing on my mind.
I wanna give you the best
if you would just give the chance.
You've got me.
You've stolen me with just one look.

I would kill for your presence,
but I would die for your attention.
Your voice gets me by-
keeps me suspended.
Until we meet again,
we shall, we shall...
Untill we see again
we will pine away.
Sell everything for just one thing.

Hold me in your voice.
Hold me now.
Wrap me in your smile
until the road cleaves,
pulls together,
and rejoins to bring you here.

You flash a grin and ruffle your hair-
a laugh most preciously magnified.
I'm jealous of everyone
and everything you touch.
I'll never forget you
and somehow I wont need you
but I'll always want what was denied.
Eventually this scar
will happily join a future gaping wound.
You'll be small in mind
but nevertheless you're there.
The pang in my throat...
the wrinkle and the grimace.

"I guess I'll see you around..."
and with the flip of my hand I'm gone.
Out of sight.
Out of mind.